hmm.. holiday le yuppy ! haha watch vcd all the day long.. hmm one month the holiday dun noe wat to do leh ! veir sianx .. hope cna goo ut wif moi friends ba ! : )) dun wanna lost my holiday de mood making the decision.. juz hate making decision .. sick and tired of all that le --piss off-- haiss.. realli can"t think of any idea le lar ! dun wanna think much man ! lk tt onli spoilt my mood ! yr o level is coming le laos dun wanna u too spoilt yr mood on studies because of mie i will feel eri guilty if u nv score well de : "(( sobx sobx .. haiss ... y u choose to call mie juz now why why why ??? i hate tt u noe .. realli i dun wanna make myself feel sad animore le ! it is enough realli enough .. i noe tt it is veri selfish of mie to do tt ! u are stress too yet i have nv had a thought for yoo ! .. wat can i do to make u feel better ? can yoo teach mie ma .. hate myself alot alot real lotssss .. i have nv say we have break le NVVV k ! i noe u are confuse me too i am confuse ! it realli hurts alot alot alot when u say haiss aniway mie and jeanie alos wanna break le !!! wat is this ? i dun noe should i belive jihua ma .. but the problem is wat for jihua wanna lie to mie neh ? or maybe he have hear wrongly or get the wrong idea le ba ! tts y i choose to tell myself to belive tt u will nv say this words out of yr mouth nv nv ! i realli dun noe wat should i do ? noe wta i nid is care and concern from my friends , family and yoo ! give mie time plsss wat i nid now is realli time and peace .. i admit tt i have mix up my feelin le i dun noe wat i wan wat am i thinking ? i felt so sad so guilty and confuse ! guilty towards my mom my dearest mom .. confuse about my feeling and sad about eveything ... haisssss i wanna yoo to be happi no matter wat happi dun wanna this to spoilt yr mood for yr exam ! this is not worth it de realli i am not worth from ani love .. i am juz too selfish le i hate myself alot ! i realli dun noe y i think lk tt ! i wanna be happi , lame and bring happiness to everyone ! i wanna cover my weakness i dun wan anibody to c my weakness ! i wanna be strong ... haisssss ! maybe i should change my topic and tok about something nice ba ! hahax ...

hmmm limin dun feel tt u are not being trusted ! sometimes i also feel myself being so left out and not being trust by anione ! no body lk tt .. juz think of the positive side ... and u will be happi de ! since this yr.. realli alot of thing happen le ... there are alot of happi de thing and sad de thing.. our friendship have became more and more further le i realli dun noe y i think lk tt .. hope tt all this is not true ba hope tt everything will be fine !!! haha winnie .. i veri lame htis few days nehx ! hmm c u so happi also felt happi for yoo !juz hope tt everyone in this whole will be happi everyday.. belive in myself tt i will be strong enough to overcome everything de ! : )) jia you worx jeanie chong ...kk lar shall stop here le ! : Pp mycraps lolss..

hmm belive in yrself tt u will be strong de : ))
no more sadness !